My voice

Something occurred to me as I push to do these tasks of free writing.  As I talk with my peers my reflective thoughts to my peers have value and they make sense.  Yet when I try to write with my voice about a subject or passion, it is reviewed with a harsh academic review.  How can my mind think and process the work of my peers and in my career, but yet academically I struggle.  How can I hear and assist others but yet for my own self-voice I beat the dead horse of confusion and verbal jargon.

One connector that is evident to me is my lack of value of my own self when writing.  I can write from point of another person struggle or legal issue, but my own passion I find no clarity.  I think of the term "ghost writer" .  I try to write and this exercise has given me a platform to explore me and what I have to write.